# Dis-illusion Essentially all my writing has been part of a search for kindred spirit. And it's almost never panned out. In fact, the likelihood of encountering someone more kindred in spirit when sitting at a bar remains far greater, as I experienced it just a few nights ago. So what the fuck kind of ridiculous sham has this internet/web been all along? Now, grant it, the bar is more expensive. But... you get what you pay for?