Death isn't what I imagined it for so long.

Regaining awareness of awareness naturally leads to a
crumbling of notions supporting the notion of an objective
reality in opposition to a lonely separate "free-willed"
individual/self/person, which also crumbles in lockstep
with the notions opposite it.

That it seemed to last as long as it did is astounding.

There will be a poof and then no notion of time,
obliterating the possibility of another "then" with which
to complete this sentence.