When our eyes lock 
I don't know what yours are saying
I look away, ashamed
Because I know what mine are saying
and I'm afraid you'll find out the truth, 
the truth about me
The truth that gets harder
to hide every day
How do I say it?
How do I tell you?
Would you listen or
would you shun? 
My heart breaks repeatedly 
as I slowly go mad
keeping this secret
My secret
My secret for you